Been missing for a while and not made any videos
recently. It is obvious to me now that winter hates me lol. The dark and the cold seems to drain all my energy and leaves me unable to do anything it seems.
The only thing I seem to be able to do is watch the television and have just watched the Coronation Street Omnibus.
Where do I start? I am losing the will to live watching Leanne drowning in self pity because she has had to spend a few weeks with a husband recovering from a head injury.
How the hell would she cope if they said there is no way he will ever recover get used to it?
If TV programmes are going to tackle these issues I really wish they spent some time with chronically ill people and their carers to see what life is really like, when they know it is never going to improve.
I have been stuck in my bedroom for 6 years now. I rarely leave the house and if I do it is dentist or doctor. I last had a night out at a karaoke 14 years ago. I haven't been to the cinema in over 19 years and can never go now as it would be too uncomfortable to sit in those chairs for hours, and my autistic daughter would hate it.
I have to force myself to smile daily and make the best of what I have or go insane. I try to be happy for people having a good life and wish them all the best.
This is my life now and it will never change. My Husband has had to turn into my carer and understand my limitations and mood swings. He has been doing this for years and knows it will never get better.
So Leanne Tilsley stop bloody moaning!