Friday, 29 January 2016

Fibromyalgia is making me sick!




At present I am desperately trying to bring down my Blood Sugar numbers. I have eaten nothing but cheese, sausages, chicken and salad for at least two weeks and they are still sky high.

The district nurse came out and took some bloods then all of a sudden the Dr wanted to see me. Shame he isn't so keen on taking me seriously or providing me with test strips to keep the BS under control when I wanted to see him!

What really pisses me off about the whole thing is, if I didn't have Fibro I wouldn't be diabetic. I was fine till the meds made me gain weight and then the Fibro made me less active. 

It has ruined my life in more ways that one. Not only am I housebound (well bedroom bound), I am unable to do anything physical and get wiped out from a shower but now I have a carbless life to look forward too now also. 

There is absolutely nothing to look forward to and no one cares.

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xxxJoolsxxx

Friday, 8 January 2016

Sleeping beauty I wish.






21st November 2015 was the last time I published anything and here we are now on 8th January 2016!

I have never really understood the term Flare that people use when talking about Fibromyalgia. I always feel like crap and never noticed it getting any better or worse.

Since November however I have felt like a zombie. I sleep and sleep some more and still am so fatigued I can't string a sentence together. Is this a flare? The pain level is worse and I have no interest in anything at all.

I made it downstairs Christmas day for dinner and that is all I have done in months. I have great ideas for videos on youtube apart from the fibro ones and just haven't got the energy to set up the camera! Then there are all the people on FaceBook posting pics and saying how wonderful their lives are making me want to hide under the duvet till they find a cure.

I felt I had to put something in this blog and let all the people at FIbro Bloggers know I was still around but I just wish I had some wisdom it impart or something happy to report!

Happy New Year to all of you out there. Lets hope 2016 is our year.
Thanks for reading
(If you did)
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xxxJoolsxxx