Saturday, 21 November 2015

IBS and Sleep!

Where have you been I hear you ask lol. As the title says for the past few weeks I have either been stuck on the loo or asleep! Winter really hates me.

Today I have finally had a shower and feel a bit more human but still so sore and fatigued. I really can't comprehend having to deal with this without the help of my Husband. He is now what I was essentially and I am a Zombie lol.

I wonder if it is the same for everyone? Have you seen yourself decline over the years or have you stayed the same? Having a shower these days is like contemplating scaling Everest.

The worst thing of it all is in my mind I can do anything, and there is so much I want to do, but then the confusion, fatigue or pain kicks in and nothing gets done like always. It's soul destroying and often I think what is the point of me!

My hair is falling out in handfuls daily, I can now wrap my bobble round four times! Plus I am losing weight (which I am not complaining about lol) so looked it up and I am depressed shit Sherlock!

Oh well there is always next week. I may be clear enough to read a bit more on photography before I hear Charlie Brown's teacher in my head lol.
Hope you are all as well as can be and I will be more upbeat next time I hope.

Thanks for reading 
if you did :0)